Assalamualaikum. Hi.
I just wanted to write something up since I've broke down a few times now. Every thing is tiring and it's not even mid semester break yet. Urgh where to begin?
I haven't had any good rest since the third week and now it's week 8 or something. From lab reports to weekly IDP meeting and poster presentation to a bunch of assignments to a couple of case studies. And all of them are group works. One bad thing I think about having a group work is that you have to consider your groupmates' time and less about yours which I don't like that so much. I feel empowered if I have the rights of my own time and schedule. But let's be realistic-in real world, you don't get to do that very often unless you're some kind of a rich ass. Because let's face it, rich people can do anything and can get away with anything if they want to.
All these shits are overwhelming. I can die from fatigue. I am seriously exhausted and I can't rest and I feel like if I sleep, I'll be wasting my time. Lol. We have 3 case studies which are not even 20% done. Another lab reports, IDP report and upcoming group interview for IDP. Last week was a chaos. I can't even describe in details. Lecturers... please. I know you people are busy, but we are occupied too. Yes, I admit that being a lecturer is not just teaching students. You have other stuff as well, I know. But can't we just acknowledge that your students here have 7 subjects this semester? Hm.
And um,
Bad news, people. My cat, Kiki is dead. He was so far my favourite cat/kitten of all time. I wish I was beside him when he's gone. Instead, I'm here. In JB. Far from home. I cried, okay. I can't handle losing 2 cats in less than 2 months.
I just can't wait to go home next week. Allah, please please please please ease my journey this semester. Grant me good/excellent/orwhateverthatmakesmehappy grades. Aamiin.
I need to continue my work. Bye :).
