So, hello 2014.
I must say that 2013 has been a bittersweet year for me. Started the year by welcoming a new person into my life, went through a very wavy emotional journey, received both very very good news and very very bad news and ended it up in not so decent way.
Now I realize, towards the end of the year, I started to push people away. It's the thing I do when I think no one can cope with me. They don't understand me because I didn't let them. Having to tell people what your problems are and getting a "Chill, everything's gonna be okay" answer is.. mehhh.
I get the feeling that the worse things have yet to come. And I do think that this year's routes in almost anything (especially when it is emotionally involved) are gonna be very bumpy. I have to get ready for this. Must use asphalt bitumen highway. Much more flexible pavement than the rigid one (haha this is what happened when a Civil Engineering student gets too attached to the course). Ah yes, I'm going to stick with my decision to pursue my studies in a local university. Which university? Well, I surely have a plan for that matter.
It's life. What's life without a little bit of choices, risks and problems. Semoga ditetapkan hati dalam semua perkara. And to those people I love the most, please stay.
