It's almost three weeks into new semester and I'm already emotionally unstable. Lol. I gotta thank God for giving me such a wonderful family and concern friends. I'm blessed, Alhamdulillah. You know sometimes you just gotta let it all out so that you can feel better again. It's funny because I used to think, it's okay to keep it all in but once you tell your mother what's happening in your mind, your problems sink in. Mothers. They know best. Better yet, they know the best of every thing.
On the other hand, fathers want to know something too, but y'know they're all shy and whatnot. So they'll ask about you in a subtle way. Funny, because I know my father wanted to ask about me and he's all concern about what's happening to her daughter but the words wont just come out. In the end, he will turn to Ibu and asks her instead hehe.
Sigh. Your relationship status is not the one that defines what your life is all about. Some people just take it too seriously, they forget what's the main reason they live. With three failed relationships, I know life is more than that. I'm actually better now, fret not. And I (think) I'm more matured now in handling stuff like this haha. Pray for my well-being. Alright, enough about emotional shit.
So, busy semester (again). Apart from trying to catch-up with every thing later, I have to find supervisor for my final year project for next semester - already found him - and keep reminding him because he said he swallowed so many ants, getting ready for internship, and most importantly, applying for new room next semester lol. And also attending professional courses. All is well, hopefully.
Just over one year left. I just want to end this degree quickly so that I can be home. UTM, please be nice.
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